Thanks for the tears. Ha. I've got years of them under my belt. And you're welcome. Welcome to the reel. The World. Where girls like me don't have time for dudes like you. Boohooing over the same fucking thing. How gauche of you to let anyone steal your joy. Toy soldier. Suck it up and rub some dirt in it. Shrinking violet. Man UP.
I don't allow you...whuat? I don't owe you a gotdamn thing. You don't get to lay your head on my chest. My breast don't hold the milk of sympathy/empathy. I'm dry. Can't even cry. No mas. No more. Pouring your pain into my lap; trapping me in the loop. You got your heart broken. Big whoop. I mean really...hasn't this happened before? The more awake I get the more you seem to snore.
Funny that you want your love stories to be given attention, whilst ours seems unworthy of mention.
INtennnntion! Listen here cadet. I'm jetting from this bullshit. I'm not her anymore. Your trusty security blanket. Shit I got cankles and back pain carrying all your poison in my body. Taking on so I can transmute. Hell no. That is less than cute. And umm...all this for you?
Who are you anyway? Certainly not my dude.
Broken, you said and I agree. Just like a record. And I wish I had written one of all the times we've come to this crux ansata. I keep holding out my hand, inviting you to take the leap. Have faith. I've waited so many times. But...
The smell, taste, and color of limes is beckoning. There are no lies there. No half-truths that be self-evident of lack of proof. In a chance today, or tonight, or ever. I gotta sever this connect, because consistently you choose not to come correct.
Funny thing is...all I wanted was some respect. Some love. A hug every now and again. Some passion...
I so don't want to trash you. Whew...I shall refrain. The true train of thought is so simple, but you'd rather make it hard.
Alas, we choose our own adventures don't we?
See...what us both need is just a little elbow room to grow.
Show and tell at some later date.
Posted by Lisa at October 29, 2008 03:04 PMWhew!!!!! That was deep. I love your words.
Posted by: Lynn at October 30, 2008 09:36 AM