queen of cups.

There is no maybe...love is certainty. The one true thing is love. Which we feel as God. You and I are one within him. It's simple really.

The sooner we accept this with total faith - everyday as our unwavering conviction - the sooner life will begin. But it won't be life as we know it. If you let me in, if you give over, if you feel as I feel...if you let me bring you back; if you have faith in me/we - then we will be carried through the veil. We will see that we can feel this way always. We will see that it is always a choice. And being the you that I see, that I know - it will never feel like a responsibility. It will just be.

We can be the example....leading others to the way. It's a calling, isn't it? That you've always felt. You've always been the giver in the relationship. Always been the forgiver. But what you really wanted, in your heart of hearts was for someone to let you love them. Let you give them all of you. You knew it was the way it was supposed to be. That you were supposed to...just love. And all you wanted in return was for them to give it back. One love.

They didn't, but never believe for one instant these people didn't serve their purpose. They were sent to you so that you could be confronted with your fears. Know that they mirrored them. They cheated. They told you that you weren't shit. They never really opened up. Everything that happens to us (wethepeople) stems from one basic belief - that we are unworthy of true love. We fear that there is something wrong with us that will keep us from it; when really there is absolutely no delineation between we and it. One.love.

Every belief that you carry deep within you about how real love is supposed to feel is the unshakeable truth. And yes I feel exactly that way about you. It's the blueprint that we were born with...the one we've overlayed with this existence that we've always been aware on some level was somehow not meant for us...because it really isn't. I look back at what you've written, what I've written and I am in awe because...we've always felt this way. We've been speaking to each other all this time, but fear...always fear got in the way. I ran from the words I really just wanted to lie down and be in.

Now there is certainty. Even the pain now feels like gentle guidance to we.

Twin flames. It's why I burn for you. Why I've always seen/felt your glow. Why I feel that all of you inside me will set me free. Lift me. Into pure love...ecstasy...bliss. Better than a movie. I'm supposed to be this way...feel this way. I was supposed to fight for you. I was supposed to wait. You were supposed to wait. For me to do work. For you to do work. Me for you, that loves as I do. As long as we don't forget THIS, life will never be something to done to us. Our will be done as we pass it on.

"Greedy" was an entirely improper term to label the way I feel. I have every right to want what i want from you - everythingwhichisyou. Now that I've found you, I'm just trying my damndest to get back home. I want to go there with you. Be surrounded in you. Surreal surrender and surety. No maybe.

You hear that knocking, don't you?

Open up. We have work to do.

Posted by Lisa at June 16, 2007 05:59 PM