Though I have no problem with the person I've become, I'm finding it hard to reconcile the old with the new. My life has turned out so differently from what I thought it would. That's only partly a good thing, as there are parts of me that haven't been attended to.
And seemingly never will. So here now I am faced with the task of reappropriating my vision. How my life should and will be lived. Whom I will live it with. Shit of that nature.
Yeah...it's a big deal.
Sometimes I wonder if my fate is to always be facing some mountainous obstacle, or do I in fact create them when happiness/contentment becomes too much. Is my life some self-created conundrum? And if so...just what the fuck was I thinking??
This whole girl that yearns for the unattainable plotline has long since reached its expiration date. Very soap opera-esque.
But how to rewrite?
Posted by Lisa at May 13, 2007 02:51 AM