Perhaps in sleep I wrested those last remnants of fear from my being; but the how matters not nearly as much as the end result. I be free now...and living in love as well. Good is certainly not the appropriate adjective, but we'll use it as a placeholder until I find one that accurately describes how I feel. Good to know that unconditionalism abounds and we have we in safe keeping. And with you, life's trials and tribs become passin annoyances, something to be hashed over and discarded. We're moving too fast for misery to take root.
I let go and fall, knowing that if indeed there is a bottom to this love, the landing will still be soft. You - my cushion. I trust you. This makes me soft and open and giving; and in your presence I become I, not the me that everyone sees. No well-constructed facade of stand-aloneness here, only flesh and spirit that yearns to bask in your light. And warmth. A willing slave; unafraid to say ask of me what you wish. If it's within my power I will...with pleasure, because I find you more than deserving.
You were the fifth element that for years my soul leaked lonely tears. Never really knowing what it was missing; longing nonetheless. But now you're here and I find yours an essence so splendidly pure I inhale with greed. The breathing comes easy, each intake a blessed event. You're all in me and I in you and now...we = quintessence. We glow and flow incandescent and float above the everything; which is nothing to us.
I marvel over an instrument, heaven sent to bring my dreams to fruition. I was at a standstill when I found you, woman-child waiting to become. You looked inside me and saw everything I wished to be. Had faith, supported me, pushed me, cared for me, protected me, helped mold me...into the woman that I am. With you at my side, success is eminent and progress is constant...never to be feared.
Because of this and many other things I know that you're...the one. We are one and existence has no upper limit as our evolution becomes revolution. This love - trail-blazing and the stuff of blueprints. Something for the masses to study and emulate. It is the reason that I am and will be..and because of that I've let go....
Loving you is freedom.
Posted by Lisa at February 6, 2007 11:29 PM